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No One Else Like You

Yes babe. You're so fine.

I pondered.

So I've quit my job. And I've found a new one. Cept that I've yet signed those papers.

Never thought I will land myself into the finance industry AGAIN. So much for proclaiming that I wouldnt want to step into this industry since my first job.

That said, I've really got lots of time for reflection after quitting my job. 

Some stuff I pondered about:

1. Furthering my education (its highly dependable on the industry that I chose to stay put for the next 5 years../ taking a diploma in music)

2. Relationships (Friends/ Family/ Other half)

The above is a tricky one. For it drove me to think about the friends that I want to retain. This means taking the effort to mend the cracks in broken friendships (in my context) or simply truly value friendship as it is. Well, I have to take the initiative instead of being passive isnt it. People do get sick and tired if one is to reject invites all the time/ most of the time. Yes, I am guilty of that.

Same goes for family and my other half. It really takes one a lot of effort with the maintenance.

3. Career

Well, I really hope I can stay for at least 2 years in the role that I applied for. Thereafter, see where it gonna bring me.

4. Giving back to society aka God's ministry

I have to really start to spend real good time with God. That is where my first love, my provider and my father will help guide me to be a better person before I can truly give back to the society to glorify His kingdom.

Alright. Thats all for now (:

Inactivity.

So it's been another year of inactivity (:

This time around. I'm finally back.

Radioactive - Lindsey Stirling and Pentatonix (Imagine Dragons Cover)

Im back (:

i dont deny when it comes to laundry. im only concerned about mine.

one simple reason, i was only asked to be accountable for my own laundry. 

(i've gt plenty of laundry to do)

its not being selfish. im just being told what i was asked to do so. 

my brothers should be responsible for theirs too. 

being the eldest in the family, needless to say, i was asked to be responsible for keeping the house tidy and clean.

I love doing laundry, washing and ironing. thts abt it.

Proly vacuuming. yeah. n cooking. 

sweeping, mopping, cleaning the windows, washing the toilets are not some of my favourites.

lemme tell u abt why i dont like the above tasks.

when i do the above. seriously.. 

i was told tht i did a bad job for yes.. evry single task when i really took effort to do them. 

evry single time.

yes. i needed the recognition for a job well done. or proly for even doin the task.

but no. never. more like getting reprimanded all the time or was told tht it seemed as if i did nothing when i did. 

so i stopped doing it. 

im ranting here cuz i need an avenue for my anger. 

i wanted to reason things out with her but i chose to kp mum. 

its ok that she mentioned that i dont have a conscience. no. its not ok.

im still angry.

CONSCIENCE. for goodness sake. jus cuz i dint fold the clothes.. i dont ve a conscience. 

fine. so be it.  

in short. she's never ever happy with me. never.

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