Thoroughly Speechless.

7,Seven Should b a good number.
But it aint.




*Dream? I reckon not.

Shower Needed.

Up and still awake at 6.42am is ridiculous.
The very last time i did dis kinda stuff was probably on the day of FYP submission.
Kept my clothes but damn.. some aint dry yet. Grggghh...
Whipped up a li something.
2 more dishes to go. Hopefully successful duh.

Those 3 cranky fellows at the chalet are crazy.
Bugged me to take their advice.
Asked stupid qns.
Drunk. Definitely.
Some interesting friends I've gt.

Celebrated Jeremy and Joel's Birthday.
Finally 18.
Blessed Birthday My Li Brothers!
Love ya both even in times of wrestle and quabbles.
Even more when the both of you were younger.
Oh whatever.

Im awake without even yawning once.
Unbelievable.
Period.

Heading dwn to the market to grab some remaining ingredients in bout 5mins.
Kept my laundry but have yet to fold them.

N so gonna read the Word a li more. Later.



*the li gift.

Remodification

Joycelyn havent been giving her all in evrything that she does lately.
Or perhaps.. its been months.
Time for a change.
A radical one.

*

Reading the bible has never made me so at peace with my inner being.
Indeed, its food for my soul, my mind, my heart n my entire being.
I've been a christian since the day I was born yet I did not make full use of the bible until recently. I wonder what had prompted me to pick up the bible. Prolly the Holy Spirit I reckon.

Im still learning how to b a better person for me and for the people around me. Related or Not.
The Word will definitely b able to guide me thru this entire process of Change.
Especially so when I've been pretty down lately.
Self-condemnation? Yes, I did.
Insecure wreck? U bet.
Faithless? Yes, I was.

So much said.
Im feeling much much better to date.
Im happy.
Because His Word heals me.
He taught me. Still teaching me.
To b His daughter who shines with each step she takes.

Its not how much I recieve
But, how much I choose to give.

I always tugt that I'd already gave enugh to the people around me. He made me realised that its never gonna be enugh. He tugt me what love really meant with the various chpts in the Word. I was once again reminded of the famous 1 Corinthians 13:4-8.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily-angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

I pray to be His daughter who doesnt portray her beauty with outward adornment but that comes from her inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who out their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful. Like Sarah, who obeyed Abraham n called him her master.
N His li princess who does what is right and fear Him.

Remodification. Its wat I need.
Gladly accept this for its gonna benefit me for my entire life.
n the people around me.


*believe.

Bodyguards & Assassins

Jus came back from movie with milo, chen, huaihui, desmond, lionel and roy.
We caught bodyguards and assassins at AMK cathay.
I love action movies. yeap.
Go catch it peeps. i give it 3 stars outta 5.

When She Cries

When her tears flow.
Its bad news.

Dont make her cry.
For its real this time around.


*July Vs Dec

When I Grow Up.

When I was young. I wished I was older.
But when I turned 21, I wished I was younger.

When I was young. I believed in fairytales.
But when I turned 12, I realised that prince charming(s) are non-existent.
There's no Happy-Ever-After.

When I was young, crying gets me everything.
From chocolates, sweets, milk, legos, barbie dolls, four wheels.. jus about anything my parents and relatives could give me.
But when I turned 13, crying jus makes matters worse.
No matter how loud my crying gets.

*

I really hate growing up. However, its an irreversible process. We'll just have to lead evry single day as it is right? Leading life to the fullest eh? Well..now things get tricky. Whats leading life to the fullest? Really. It seems to me that evryday, evry week, evry month and evry year is a torturous cycle with probably a tiny tinge of satisfaction here and there. Teach me how.

*

Im gonna b 22 in 19 days time.
How time flies.
It seemed as though I had jus celebrated my 21st birthday.

To b honest, I was most happy when I turned 18.
The Best One Ever.
The company. The after-stench of steamboat. The partying till club closes at Gotham. The highs and lows. Probably no lows. The "I left my keys with Wanting and therefore I've got to stay over at Joanna's" incident.

Life was awesome there and then.
Even though I had jus suffered a brkup a couple of months back.
Years back, you'll probably b able to witness all the drama.
Now, I wonder where the drama-queen in yours truly went.

Perhaps the drama-queen grew outta her dramaworld.

*

I've got so much to learn from all the ups and downs of life.
Being 21 for almost a yr is jus the beginning I reckon.

I wonder whats in store for me in the yrs to come.
Unpredictable? Indeed it is.
Changes are definitely gonna take place.
Am I ready?

*

Unpredictable she could be.
She is definitely someone easy to deal with.
Look into her eyes
Her soul within speaks
There you'll know who she really is and what is on her mind

And when she speaks
She aint tactful with her words
She meant no malice
She speaks in an attempt to guard her heart

When she starts playing on the piano
Listen attentively.
She is the melody that you hear.

She's one who loves life.
One who truly loves all that life could offer.
One who cant wait to get utterly drunk with LIFE itself.

She's the banker and the player of her own life.
She loses and wins nothing.

-d' dramaqueen, with love.



still trusting.
still believing.
still hoping.

d fairytale dat belongs to her.

New Love. K-Pop

A happy li' gal

Milo's been checking out my blog if I've any updates.
Thus, he made this comment...

"You're home yet not blogging huh."

Alright.. I've been resting and sleeping like der's no tomorrow. My eyebags are subsiding too. Or not.

As Im typing dis post.. Im watching Jump In on disney channel. Corbin Bleu Is hot. N His vocals are fab. Oh ya..High School Musical 3 - Senior Year is airing on Disney Channel at 7.30pm. Gotta catch it too. Provided Im home by then. Otherwise.. Prolly catch it on the following day if I missed it.

Ok. Rest is good. But too much rest is bad. For it makes one lazy. Very lazy.

In fact, I felt very energized aft giving tuition today! OR perhaps its driving that makes my day an awesome one (=

Learning how to control an automobile makes me a very happy li gal. Laughs.. Im lovin every single moment of it. However, its a different matter for my instructor, Uncle Poh. Especially when I've tonnes of problems driving on the main road. Control the clutch.. Releasing the accelerator.. Feel the biting point...Thank God that the vehicle didnt stall at the same damn spot like 4 times in a row now! Its always raining when Im having my driving lessons. Duh. But its good training yeah.

Test date set. In Feb. Morning.

*

Celebrated Birthdays for Both Tingting and Uncle AhKeong Recently too.


*

Sunny's Psycho Lectures R Gloomy
Bernice and I WiFi in Radha's MSM Lectures
Ting's Econz Lectures - The cat gt my tongue
Jabbar's POA Lectures amuses me

Tests.
Assignments.
Thats School. For Me.

*

For now, I got to trouble myself with tomorrow's agenda.

Caught the above two movies on dvd and StarMovies recently.
Sweet nibblets.

Caught the above korean dramas on dvds too.



This is life eh? (=

*laughs.